I lie awake at night for you.

Monday, February 26, 2007

the loss of sleep yesterday was in vain.
today was much better than expected.
i thought tears were going to fall,
and the bond would be incomplete.
but still,
i don't know what to think.
is it really over?
how would we know when it's over?

i don't like people who change,
who sin,
just for the sake of impressing someone.
someone who is not worth your time,
someone who does not care.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 6:45 PM.

Sunday, February 25, 2007

it's sunday and i've finished my work.
just need to work on the ipw proposal.
then, all's set to watch tv!
actually it's watch computer.
watch tv, but on computer.

anyway, on friday,
stayed back to complete art.
ashwiyni pangseh-ed me.
she was the one who asked me to stay back.
then she left):
boo her.
so i did OUR work ALONE.
when we were supposed to do it TOGETHER.
and ahhh!
it was so stress.
i'm never going to take art next year.
my sister said that she regretted taking art
and warned me not to take art.
she had a c6 for art!
anyway it came out PRETTY nicely.
thanks to ME(:

i've caught up to heroes already!
watched until episode 11.
i was planning to watch again today
until episode 16.
but alot of studying/revising to be done.
never mind,
oac break.
i shall cram watching 5 episodes in one afternoon.

anyway,
off to do the ipw proposal.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 5:49 PM.

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

hehheh.
wondering why i haven't posted for a very long time?
i forgot my bloody password!
haha.
i was close to creating a new account
when i heard someone say my password.
no, that person didn't know that it was my password.
coincidentally, it was my password.
teehee.

nyayi cracks me up sometimes.
i was in the middle of eating breakfast
and we were listening to the radio -RIA.
then got alot of girls called in
and talked in this super mentel voice.
nyayi said "ni semua minah-minah kental ni.
takder kerja lain nak buat!"
then she made this noise that sounded like
a sigh plus a "pfft."
haha. nyayi said "minah kental"
teehee.

anyways,
thank you for all the vday presents!
i know lah.
abit the slow.
but its due to unforeseen circumstances(:

friday had cny celebrations.
the lion dance was duper cool!
eunice was scared though.
we were right next to the red carpet,
and the lion person went towards eunice.
she screamed!
haha. funny lah.
the performances were okay.
but the sec 1s.
ehh?
they could pass off as primary school kids
doing some random performance.
went to j8 with specs,
talked talked.
rushed home,
packed and off to the chalet.
didn't do much in the chalet.
just lepaked alot.
all we did was eat, talk, sleep.
didn't stay over for the second night.
was supposed to but kak sarah didn't want to stay over.
so i didn't):

spent the cny weekend doing homework.
stupid history.
didn't do the karangan kritis though :/
and i finished eating my edible vday presents yesterday(:
almost.
going to eat it now.
haha.
almost a week already.
tsks.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 8:27 PM.

Friday, February 09, 2007

my throat burns
been coughing coughing the whole day.
add in flu.
stir in fever.
that's how sick i was.
but feverish only in the morning.

sorry if i spread it to you, eunice.
and other people.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 7:04 PM.

Sunday, February 04, 2007

woke up at 7.
grumbled grumbled,
finally got out of bed at 0720.
bathed and waited to go to madrasah.
madrasah class,
couldn't focus.
thinking of something else throughout the whole class.
came back, ate.

saw kak sarah again today.
in the flesh and conscious.
not like all those days when she's on the bed,
and i'm getting ready for school.
beginning to treasure these days with her.
coughcough

did homework.
tried to study.
couldn't concentrate, again.
can't remember shit.
arhhs!
test tomorrow and on tuesday,
and i can't concentrate.
GREAT.
took a break.
watched dance floor,
laughed shitless with kak nural.
now,
redoing my essay.
is it only P and I doing these essays?
i hope not,
god!
research,
smeesearch.

today so frustrating,
all because of you.
suddenly thought of you.
are you okay?
what are you doing?
are you coping?
how's life?

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 6:19 PM.

Saturday, February 03, 2007

well i finally changed to the google thingy.
it's like the same thing, except for the labels thing.
so why must change?
heish.

i spent the whole morning reading my old posts,
and also the old alpha posts.
funny shit lahh.
ahhhhh.
i remember the good times.

new songs are stuck in my head.
because of you by neyo is superly nice.
will be a hit.
his songs are all so nice
and he writes killer jams.

OMG.
haha.
i just read my post in 2003 and in my post,
i put
"I am so not joining NCC. Who wants to join anyway??? Its so harsh. I am so not droping down and give the stoopid Sgt. 20..... =X."
OMG.
haha.
this was in 2003 so please excuse the spelling errors and everything.
i laughing, sia.
trisha deleted her blog.
boo!

you have become my addiction.
i'm so strung out on you.
i can barely move.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 11:23 AM.

Thursday, February 01, 2007

must i really change to the google account thingy?
eeyer. i don't want!
i'm happy with this ole blogger.
but it said that i can "skip to the dashboard" only once.
therefore, the next time i blog,
must change to the google one.

platoon planning to study at bishan library over the weekend.
science test on tuesday,
and i still haven't memorised the thingys
that needs to be memorised.
eeyer.

just watched the new episode of grey's anatomy.
wahlao.
left the audience hanging with two marriage proposals.
why do i get the feeling that someone will get rejected?
that will suck.
being rejected sucks shit.

march 3rd!((:

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 6:12 PM.